Is he stupid?

I thought he was a friend of mine. I know he has a girlfriend & I think he thinks I'm into him.
Can "straight guy" & "gay guy" coexist? Or am I the only one who communicates.
Not even trying anymore. Does he think he's the shit? Or what? I just thought he was a friend & he obviously wants me out of his life. What am I to him? An annoyance? A gay guy who wants him.
Granted, I'd fuck his brains out if circumstances were different. I have to admit that haha.
Circumstances aren't different. He's into women. I'm into gay men (Those labels are a whole other topic!!). That's how it is & it's never on my mind anymore. Don't you have friends like that too - hot & very unavailable for whatever reason, so it's never really crossing your mind anymore?
When I first met him & it wasn't clear - I did want him. But you can't want everyone!
& now he avoids me cos he thinks I want him!
What is wrong with him?
It's not me.
We ARE adults right? But I'm the one blogging about it..
I'm tempted to control his mind for just an instant & make him write "TEXT AIMERY BACK" all over his own body, interspersed with little "HE'S YOUR FRIEND"s.
Oh, people.